Already WEdnesday?

i woke up yesterday and today at 2:30 am in the morning.

i had an AHA. i do not mind sleeping alone. i am used to and happy with that. i rmember praying to God that if y\He would only freee me from my marriage i wouldn't mind sleeping alone again. and i don't mind. Except when the fear factor wasa my bedmate, cold and clammy and harming..

i will do the hard things. so that i don't have to go through this lesson again and again. i wept so for mi'kel..

Wednesdays child is full of whoa. 7 pm

wrote more in the obituary. i need my story muse back. i need a new story. a story of tenderness and strength and manipulation and velvet moustaches. on my word, i am hot just thinking about it..

and i am determined to put this circumstance behind me and move forward in freedom and mutual respect for differences and flaws. more important than, "Remember those gentleman" ha. joking. right.

and i am bleeding from every shoelace.

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Todays Thoughts on Azazel:
The Moon in Capricorn is moving through your 1st house of identity and how others see you. This house also rules the personality, your attitude, how you see the world, your appearances, outlook, sef and responding, Underlying Passion or force and the ego. Take special note that this first house rules your soul's purpose and your inner motivation.

Your personality is subject to an emotional fit today. do not crack under pressure and take it out on the world just because things may not be going according to 'your' plan. It's okay when a curve ball is thrown because it tests how Good you really are handling what Life throws at you.

Make certain that you do not make a mountain out of a molehill because most things that do not go according to plan are just minor or insignificant anyway. " ~ dr. standley's wisdom