june is about healing? WED. the last of them.

i thought this was a healing season and then it comes across again as the ache inmy loins, nolion here to fill me.. the broken heart where my middles son lives..

The statement, "I've been where you are going !" from him. and now, i see the lightman in that exact same place except this time it is me haveing gone before. it validates my experience. i wonder if mylion struggles with the viewpoiknt as represented a wee bit different by someone else. it is a temptation to force a reltionship into your familair grooves. it is an natural response to hurt, even when healed. healing is what it is about though.

it is a privelge to set someone selse on the path of healing. even the completley 'vanilla' stuff on an x-rated site... takin' the gospel to where it matters.. and devopling skina nd tolerance and compassion at the smae time. developing as a human being.

ok. that is before dinner. love that thought proces..

what he called the stigma "two sfailed marriages ands missed opportunites." so the place is real.

where i said it was better go back and put up with the shit, or at least just quit fighting. quit trying.

hah. tuna casserole coming up.