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 This is Wednesday the 9th of July. Update.

WooHoo!! 5 minutes until midnight for this to get posted in order TO be correct date, giggles. Seems like giggling is in fashion these days.

So this week, i found out i am both trite and superficial, well actually. make that provincial and timid. With a mouth that belies it and a terrible character flaw of "labeling" anything before I can enjoy it. more than categorizing.. feelings. is it love? yes and no. Is it a different kind of loving? Yes. Is he a unique quality? Yes. Shall i tread carefully? hell, yes. Never forget you are playing with a man now.. and that you have no idea how in the world that works..

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 So how am i loving danny right now.. "tough love"? Lots of hurtful self talk amidst his aha!'s. I simply can NEVER afford again to suck it up and and risk taking charge again of his well-being..

"You are not showing any emotion to me" "this is the first i heard you aren't coming back"

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TIME!!!  will be bach to edit, giggles..   ...see? whadda you know? giggles!!