Sunday
28Dec2008
ONE thought on this season of tempering
Sunday, December 28, 2008 at 10:10AM 
"every year for 29 years, i wake up on my birthday and decide if this is the day i am going to commit suicide. sometimes it takes until late afternoon to weigh the options. this year? i already am dead~~dead to family, to love, to laughter, to new beginnings.... so turn the gas off, it will be a long year of sheer terror and misery, welcome to my life. and to my friends? i do not know why you give a shit. i have done nothing except burden you with bullshit. things i cannot repay or pass on. the black hole of calcutta, that is me."
in
death
death 



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