True Love Travels a Gravel Road~second Wednesday

Ok, Broken now for real. How can i live without my muse? That is what i will find out.

When do these things get looked at again? I am his agent for change. But all he could see was that i called him on his attitude. It was his only defense against my pressure as he withdrew. More words, more tears, more need. not good.

i am not afraid to walk the challenge, mylion, mymuse. i will weep as much as it takes to absorb this. WE are both so outspoken and blunt and neither of us can take as much as we either (f)ish or dish out. You don't believe that you can have such a powerful effect on one silly woman. And i don't know how to reach you or teach you that you are powerful.

I was right in July, when i said, "You deserve a good woman who isn't in the middle of anything. Whose kids are grown up." I knew even then, that you had your dad's heart on a string and watching me with mine was excruatiating. We will miss 'what once was' forever, please let us do it together.

playlist. Ani DiFranco, "When i am Gone", Tragically Hip:Nautical Disaster

Words to live by. I got what i deserved for standing up and also for speaking out of turn.



TWO STORIES WIDE
Come out of the darkness.
Don't hide in the night.
Come out in the sunshine.
And we'll be all right.

Life's too long to worry.
And it's too short to cry.
And it's too deep to measure.
It's two stories wide.

There's your side and my side.
Which side do you need?
Both sides make you lonely.
And make your heart bleed.

Life's too long to worry.
And it's too short to cry.
And it's too deep to measure.
It's two stories wide.

Written & performed by: Willie Nelson
Highwayman 2-1990, The Highwayman Collection-2000, et al.